And I think it's alright to feel inhuman now.

When I fumble I will try and hide it. I will spit it out into bottles or try to bury it. But as I bury things you will start to resurface them. And I will grab them frantically, I will stuff them in my ears and under my tongue and when you turn to me I will be deaf and mute. But you keep digging digging digging. and I will flake and I will peel and I will cry. I will accuse you of rape. No, you say, those who keep trying get the pearl. And then you start to find and I vomit.I keep everything stacked up in my ribcage and it starts to fall out like books off of shelves, and I am heaving and you are triumphant and you smile.And I will let you take what you've spilled.

Aesthetically pleasing

Thick and humid, jungle growing.

I wish I knew who did these, I love them.

, originally uploaded by hello_echo.

Marleigh's presentation, I loved it, she did a really good job. I've been shooting so much lately, I cant wait till the summer when I can fill my days with photo-takinnnng. I think this blog and my flickr are getting a little redundant, variation sometime soon.

Call, If you call my name.

I feel dry dry dry.
cracked. I crack
heads like eggs, searching inside. Take them and watch everything spill out. Hear you scream
I WANT I WANT I WANT
I see nerve endings and synapses and
science tells me

that these are emotions.
I kneel and I want to collect them
cultivate them and keep them like a bee-keeper.
Take them out and hear them buzzing, feel them

vibrating.
Memories sting
and sometimes
drip sweetly.

And maybe one day I will pick them out
take what they have made and I will eat it.
Neurons sparking beneath my tongue, warm summer nights sliding down my throat
along with the time you saw your mother cry,
and I will smile
but I'll still be dry dry dry.



, originally uploaded by hello_echo.

, originally uploaded by hello_echo.

Two Posts in one day! I thought I would post some shots from the last couple of days. Just go to my flickr. I am trying to do a set of photos everyday. A self-portrait or two along with anyone else I can snag.

The weather was so nice today! If slightly chilly.